Laura Anderson says she isn't ready for her baby that's due within months because she is still grieving the life she thought she would have.
The 34-year-old is nervous about welcoming her first child in August and going it alone having split with boyfriend Gary Lucy after the pair met last summer filming E4's Celebs Go Dating.
Their love didn't last long after the former Hollyoaks actor took it upon himself to announce to the world that they are expecting a baby girl - without getting consent from his pregnant ex-girlfriend.