Voices: I’ve battled my demons for 30 years. I’m losing hope

Matt Smith in Sky Original ‘The Death of Bunny Munro’, an adaptation of musician Nick Cave’s book, which acts as a wild cautionary tale and a tender portrait of a father and son - (Sky UK)

Dear Vix,

I’m writing this because if I don’t get it out of my head, I think it’ll finally break me. I’ve been running this race for 30 years now. Three decades of waking up after a night of drinking and drugs with the same heavy pit in my stomach, wondering how I let another day slip through my fingers.