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The Guardian - UK
The Guardian - UK
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Kaamil Ahmed

‘Survivor’s guilt is overwhelming’: the grief of losing 21 relatives in one airstrike in Gaza

Palestinian journalist Ahmed Alnaouq
Ahmed Alnaouq, co-founder of Gaza media project We Are Not Numbers, lost his father, siblings, their children and a cousin. Photograph: Mark Kerrison/Alamy

A barrage of messages in the middle of the night broke the news to Ahmed Alnaouq that his family home in Deir al-Balah was not the safest place in Gaza – as he had once thought. It was on that autumn night almost a year ago that he learned that almost his entire family had been wiped out in a single Israeli airstrike.

Thousands of miles away in London, he had woken from his sleep suddenly feeling a deep unease, he says. Moments before, his father, siblings, their children and a cousin were killed – 21 relatives altogether.

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