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The Guardian - UK
The Guardian - UK
Lifestyle
Abigail Lowe

My topical steroid withdrawal: ‘Water felt like acid, my body was ablaze and I shed skin like a snake’

Abigail Lowe today.
‘I was stuck in a spiral of using stronger and stronger steroids’ … Abigail Lowe today. Photograph: Christopher Thomond/The Guardian

There are 592 photos in the hidden folder on my phone and not one of them is seductive. I’ve been keeping a visual diary of my skin struggles since June 2020. The first selfie shows a few unsightly red blotches dotted on my cheek, brow and forehead. Over the following years, it’s pretty much the same three shots on repeat: face-on, left side, right side, sometimes smiling, often crying. I’ve become hardened to looking at my various states of distress but I rarely have the courage to open this folder of photos.

I had severe eczema as a child, but by the age of seven it had disappeared almost completely. Around the age of 30, I noticed little patches starting to creep back in. It was a stressful time – work, relationships, life – and it’s not unusual for skin conditions to ebb and flow in this way, but it was unnerving nevertheless. I went to my GP and was prescribed low potency topical steroids. The rash went away briefly, but it always came back.

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