Losing your parents at a young age is very difficult to deal with. It can cause deep emotional scars that take many years to heal. It’s even harder if you have no support and nobody to look after you. But what happens if one parent dies and the other stops being a parent to you?
This is what happened to a young girl on Reddit whose mom left her to raise herself after her dad died. Even though she was a terrible mother to the teen, she somehow managed to be a better mom to the kids she had once she remarried.
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Woman was not a present parent in her first marriage, but to her first-born’s surprise, she has it in her to be a good mom to her new kids
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17 Y.O. lost her dad at a young age and her mom stopped making an effort to look after her; instead, she’d rope in the grandparents to parent the kid
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Her mom later got remarried to a man named Sam and had two children with him, that’s when the teen saw how differently her mother cared for the new kids
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So when her mom asked her to babysit her half-siblings, she said she didn’t want to spend time with her mom’s “do-over family”
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The teen also confronted her mother about being a better parent to the new kids but not to her, to which her mother could not accept what she had to say and called her “jealous” instead
The Original Poster (OP) lost her father when she was 5 years old. At such a vulnerable age, she needed her mom the most for support, care, and love. But her mother did not pay much attention to her and instead foisted her upon her grandparents. She would be absent for the girl’s parent-teacher conferences and her birthdays. The mom wouldn’t even make food for her daughter.
All of these experiences weighed heavily on the teen, and she always felt unwanted by her mom. According to The Gottman Institute, “children who do not have affectionate parents tend to have lower self esteem and to feel more alienated, hostile, aggressive, and anti-social.” The experiences that OP had with her mom negatively impacted her emotions and how she felt about herself.
It is estimated that childhood neglect accounts for 78% of all child maltreatment cases. Children who don’t receive parental love and affection struggle with anxiety, depression, and many negative emotions. It goes to show how important it is for parents to be present in their kid’s lives and to pay attention to their needs. Unfortunately for the poster, her mother did not give her that type of love; she behaved that way only with the new children.
Research has also shown that children who have experienced childhood emotional neglect might also become parents who neglect their kids emotionally. This could be because they were never taught the importance of their own emotions or feelings, which is why they may struggle to nurture those same emotions in their children.
The teen shared more about her experience in the comments, saying: “She didn’t do her best for me. She never once did and you know who else says that? Her own parents. They say she failed me. They called her out on not being a good mom to me. This goes beyond how she was after my dad died. My mom brings no joy or love into my life.”
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On the other hand, the mother was able to move on from her husband’s death and get remarried. When she had two children during the second marriage, she provided them with a lot of love and attention. Despite that, she still did not take any initiative to integrate her firstborn in her new life.
The poster told netizens: “She has continued to leave me out. She doesn’t notice when I’m not there, or when I spend the night somewhere else. She and Sam do family Christmas Card photos every year and professional family photos twice more a year and guess who is never in those? Me.”
Researchers at Duke University Medical School conducted a study on babies that followed them till their 30s and found that those who had very affectionate and attentive mothers grew up to be happier, more resilient, and less anxious adults. That’s why OP did not want to babysit her half-siblings. She found it difficult to see the positive environment they were experiencing as compared to the difficulties she had to face.
This kind of parental differential treatment (PDT) can usually be seen when parents show some kind of favoritism to one child. The child who isn’t favored might experience behavioral problems and struggle with their emotional well-being. That’s why the OP told commenters that she would not be reconciling with her mother. She was planning to cut her out of her life because there was no way her mom would be able to make it up to her.
It’s a parent’s responsibility to give their children a good childhood. When that doesn’t happen it can hurt the kids a lot. OP’s courage sharing the story and the way she stood up to her mother shows that she was forced to learn how to stand up for herself at a young age. Commenters also rallied around her to show support and let her know that she was right in this situation.
People in the comments rushed to support the poster and offer words of encouragement, they agreed with the way she handled her mother’s request for babysitting
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