Kristin Cavallari felt like her vagina was "ripping apart" during the "brutal" birth of her first child.
The 38-year-old former Laguna Beach star - who has Camden, 13, Jaxon, 10, and nine-year-old Saylor with ex-husband Jay Cutler - has recalled suffering "in silence" despite being in a lot of pain whilst giving birth in August 2012.