It might have been 12 years since Jason Watkins' daughter died but he still lives with the fact that he will never see his baby girl Maude again every day.
The Crown actor's two-year-old daughter was his sunny little girl who used to love playing hide and seek.
And after more than a decade without her, Jason's all-consuming grief can still come crashing back when he sees another toddler's face or hears a certain song that reminds him of the child he lost.