Archie Smith isn’t working to a timeline. He has tried to figure out the formula for solving grief, a solution to stipulate exactly when the sadness will stop feeling so full-bodied. But the day-to-day reminders over the past 18 months have been almost predictable in their unpredictability.
“It comes and just hits me out of the blue,” says the former Brisbane Lions ruckman. “I feel like I’m going really well, and then I’ll feel really guilty about having a smile on my face because he’s not around.