Escape to the Country star Nicki Chapman has revealed her brain tumour has mysteriously disappeared - and said she broke down on receiving the news while filming in a field full of pigs.
The former Pop Idol judge was diagnosed with a non-malignant brain tumour - which had grown to the size of a small golf ball - but could only have part of it removed in 2019 because it was too dangerous to take it all out.
She was warned that the life-saving surgery posed the risk of permanent loss of speech, sight or movement. Although she revealed she currently only has reading and concentration difficulties, she has gone on to have regular checks since.
Now Nicki has revealed publicly for the first time that she was given the shock but welcome news that the growth which she named Bert had vanished just over four months ago.
She said: "Back in October I was having my yearly scan with my fantastic consultant, who he knows that I adore him.
"I tell him regularly in front of my husband how much I adore him and the NHS that looked after me and continue to look after me so well.
"And he rang me, and I was standing in a field, because now we do phone appointments - we don't do it face to face. So he rang me with my latest scans, and I was standing in a field and the Escape to the Country crew were moved away.
"I knew I was getting the call, so they moved away, and they gave me some privacy.
"And I'm looking at all these pigs. The amazing consultant rang me and said 'the tumour, Nicki, has gone. For the moment it's disappeared'.
"I was sobbing. And he was like 'Nicki, Nicki'. I'm like 'No, no, no'. I said 'do we know why?'
"He said 'no, these things happen'. I get a bit teary just thinking about it.
"And they don't know why. And obviously I've still got to be monitored because these things have habits of changing.
"So we take the good when we can. Always look for the win in every situation.
"So Bert for the moment has gone and in the nicest of ways I hope the ba**ard never comes back."
Nicki revealed on today's White Wine Question Time podcast that her husband said she seemed high after getting her diagnosis - she says because she was told she could survive - and she was even willing to accept losing the sight of one eye in return if necessary. But she still re-did her will the day before her op.
Explaining why part of the tumour had to remain as a dark cloud hanging over her, she said: "They had to leave a slither of him in because of where it was. It was too dangerous to take out for whatever reason.
"At the moment it's gone. There's no trace - just the scar tissue - and so the NHS will keep monitoring me and I will happily to every appointment that they ask me to go to.
"But yeah, life-changing absolutely. And I wouldn't want anybody to go through anything like that. So many people sadly are and do, and I know I am fortunate.
"And fortunately it was benign, but even to live with it wasn't great. What will I look like? How will I be? I did my will the day before I went in for my operation.
"For my husband the first thing I said 'was right we're going to re-do the will'. And he was so brilliant. I told very few people because it is life-changing.
"It is the biggest thing. It's amazing what you will accept in life. You do find strength that you didn't know you had. We knew it was big. They said 'you've got a large tumour'. They thought I'd had a stroke.
"But it's taking each day and not knowing if you're going to live or not.
"And then when my amazing consultant said 'I think we can get rid of this, but there might be ramifications, you might lose your sight in one eye, your speech might be compromised, I was like 'but can I see in the other eye?'.
"And he said 'hopefully yes'. They have to give you all scenarios.
"And I was like 'fine, if I lose sight in one eye so be it. I can live with that. That's a small price to pay for life'. And who would have thought."
Nicki, 55, who is married to music executive Dave Shackleton, added: "We came out and Shack's like 'are you sure you're ok, you seem quite high?'
"And I was like 'Shack, he's told me I'm going to live - unless something goes wrong on that operating theatre, which can happen, I'm going to live. I'll take be partially-sighted or whatever'.
"After my operation everything went in my favour and six weeks to the day I was filming.
"I did check with my consultant. I did go and see him and say 'I really want to go back to work, I thought I was going to be ill for over three months'.
"And he went 'yes, so did I'. I said 'am I mad going back to filming?' I said 'they'll look after me'.
"And he's like 'you know what, if I couldn't perform surgery for six weeks I'd be going mad and I can see the same with you'. So I did get signed off.
"The only thing I have is I struggle reading now, which is a small price to pay for my health.
"My concentration isn't as good as it was. I find it hard to read books - I don't know why.
"Apart from that, I take each day. I'm very grateful.
"The NHS are incredible and I'm going to look for the win. It's not going to define me. I will get on with my life.
"That's important for me. Everyone deals with everything in very different ways, but for me it's not Nicki Chapman with a brain tumour, it's always about being me."
Nicki had first realised she was ill while working on the BBC property programme Escape to the Country when she went to do a voice-over and couldn't remember the name of the executive producer, who she had known for 15 years.
She later said: "I came back and did a photoshoot and couldn't see, I did a voice over and I couldn't speak, nothing would come out. It lasted about five to ten minutes."
