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Jackie Bailey

Devotional practices are core to world religions – and fan culture – but they are no longer for me

‘Without devotion, religion becomes a dry intellectual exercise, inadequate to motivate people to acts of heroism or sacrifice.’ Composite: Getty Images
‘Without devotion, religion becomes a dry intellectual exercise, inadequate to motivate people to acts of heroism or sacrifice.’ Composite: Getty Images Composite: Nenov/Getty Images

When I was a high schooler, it was the done thing to write the name of your favourite band on your school backpack, broadcasting your allegiances and through them assert your identity. Canvas bags were festooned with the lightning font of AC/DC and Led Zeppelin, lined up outside classrooms as far as the eye could see. And then there was my bag, with “Life is God” in big bubble writing along the flap, the smell of the permanent marker filling my head with the feeling of floating heavenwards on the wings of truth.

I was prepared to be scorned, spat upon, ridiculed. There was nothing I wanted more than to be persecuted, like the early Christians, in order to prove my devotion to God.

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