BBC podcaster Deborah James said she had to 'carry on' after her co-star Rachael Bland's tragic death in 2018, due to bowel cancer.
Deborah, 40, had to mourn the death of her best pal and co-host Rachael four years ago - something she spoke about on their podcast - Me, You & The Big C.
Now, Deborah - who is also battling the same illness - has revealed to her Instagram fans she doesn't know how long she has left to live and is currently in a hospice at home care surrounded by her family.
