Dame Deborah James' widower admits he finds it difficult to articulate how tough it's been since her passing.
The author and podcast host sadly died at the age of 40 in June last year following a brave five-year battle with bowel cancer. She had started a social media campaign, named Bowelbabe, shortly after her diagnosis to increase awareness of the disease and raise money for charity, which has since hit a huge £11million following her passing.
Her widow Sebastien Bowen spoke in his first TV interview since her death about how tough it's been, but how even in her death, she had managed to do everything she wanted including raising money to fight against the disease.