Christine McGuinness has admitted she is "not fine" ahead of seeing her husband Paddy McGuinness at tonight's National Television Awards.
The couple separated in July, after 11 years of marriage. They share three children, Felicity, Leo and Penelope.
Prior to their split, Christine and Paddy made a BBC documentary about their family life, after she and their children were diagnosed with autism. The documentary is up for an award at the NTAs on Thursday.