Brenda Edwards says she is still triggered by the tragic loss of her son Jamal, who died this year aged 31.
The Loose Women star, 53, was speaking to Lorraine Kelly, 62, about life without the entrepreneur, who was an ambassador for the Prince's Trust.
Describing how she felt four months after the heartbreaking loss, she explained: "There's triggers, I don't know what they are, they just happen. But you have to allow yourself to cry when you want to cry".