Ospreys and former Wales Under-20s scrum-half Harri Morgan has revealed he tried to take his own life in February.
In a deeply moving and brave social media post, Morgan spoke of his mental health struggles over a number of years, which culminated in him taking an overdose on February 5 this year. He has announced he will be standing down from professional rugby for now but hopes to resume his playing career in the future.
Morgan, 23, who was identified as a huge Welsh rugby prospect when he was just a teenager, hopes his decision to speak out will help others.
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He wrote: "For a number of years, I have suffered in silence. Grieving the loss of my grandparents and consecutive rugby injuries are the main contributors to my mental health, causing stress and anxiety. High stress levels have also caused me to suffer patches of hair loss.
"On 5th February, I reached the lowest point of my life and regrettably, I took the decision to try to end it with an overdose.
"I am proud to say that I am now medicated for my stress and anxiety. I can't thank my employer, Ospreys, my team-mates and of course my family and friends for the love and support they have shown me during this dark time.
"I have made the difficult decision to take some time out of professional rugby. Rugby will always be my passion but, for now, I need to prioritise my mental and physical well-being. This isn't a goodbye to rugby forever, it's a goodbye for now.
"Fitness has always been my escape but these past couple of weeks I can honestly say it saved me and I want to use my experience to inspire others through online fitness and coaching. To those of you who are helping me bring this vision to life, I am eternally grateful.
"Mental health is a taboo subject for men, particularly men in the rugby world. By admitting my struggles and showing my vulnerability, I hope other men feel empowered to open up. My DMs are always open. It's okay to not be okay."
Morgan, who is from Maesteg, is a Wales Under-20s international and has seen his progress hampered by a series of serious injuries. He signed his first pro deal in 2019 after impressing on the age-grade international stage.
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