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The Guardian - UK
The Guardian - UK
Lifestyle
Rory Carroll

As a child, I was relentlessly abused by a Catholic priest. As an adult, it almost killed me twice

‘I never felt safe’ … Gerard Gorman at home
‘I never felt safe’ … Gerard Gorman at home. Photograph: Paul Faith/The Guardian

It was November 1970 and Northern Ireland was sliding into the Troubles, but for Gerard Gorman, a new pupil at St Colman’s College, the horror of that era began when Fr Malachy Finegan summoned him into a room, closed the door and told him to sit on a sofa.

Gorman was 11 years old and small for his age, with big blue eyes. Two months earlier, he had started as a boarder at the Catholic boys’ school in Newry, County Armagh. Staff tended to be aloof or intimidating, except Finegan, the religious education teacher, who was solicitous and avuncular.

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