Yazmin Oukhellou has spoken how she felt her "pain would never end" after the shock of losing her on-off boyfriend Jake McLean in a horror car crash in Turkey in July.
Taking to Instagram on Tuesday, the TOWIE star, 28, says she is working through her grief and trauma after the fateful night, which saw their hired Mercedes car plunge 30ft into a ditch, leaving 33-year-old Jake dead and Yaz seriously injured.
Highlighting the importance of seeking professional help, Yaz said she had to rely on her parents for support in the weeks that followed.