Ospreys scrum-half Harri Morgan has admitted to attempting to take his own life in February.
Morgan, 23, played 11 times for Wales at Under 20s level and went on to make his Ospreys debut when just 18-years-old, signing a professional contract the following year. But the highly rated prospect has since been hampered by a series of injuries, and has now revealed the impact of his struggles on his mental health.
In an emotional social media post, Morgan explained that he took an overdose on February 5 this year. He will now be talking time away from rugby union with the aim of returning to the pro game at a later date.
"For a number of years, I have suffered in silence," he said. "Grieving the loss of my grandparents and consecutive rugby injuries are the main contributors to my mental health, causing stress and anxiety. High stress levels have also caused me to suffer patches of hair loss.
"On 5th February, I reached the lowest point of my life and regrettably, I took the decision to try to end it with an overdose. I am proud to say that I am now medicated for my stress and anxiety. I can't thank my employer, Ospreys, my team-mates and of course my family and friends for the love and support they have shown me during this dark time."
Speaking on his upcoming break from the sport, he plans to now embark on fitness coaching. "I have made the difficult decision to take some time out of professional rugby," he added. "Rugby will always be my passion but, for now, I need to prioritise my mental and physical well-being. This isn't a goodbye to rugby forever, it's a goodbye for now.
"Fitness has always been my escape but these past couple of weeks I can honestly say it saved me and I want to use my experience to inspire others through online fitness and coaching. To those of you who are helping me bring this vision to life, I am eternally grateful."
And hoping his honesty can inspire others, he added: "Mental health is a taboo subject for men, particularly men in the rugby world. By admitting my struggles and showing my vulnerability, I hope other men feel empowered to open up. My DMs are always open. It's okay to not be okay."
Reacting to the post, WRU Community Director Geraint John tweeted: "So proud of your bravery Harri and thanks for highlighting what is a common yet rarely talked about situation that many people and players may have experienced. Best Wishes on your journey and I and many people are here to support you and others."
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