Yazmin Oukhellou tried to wake Jake McClean after the horror car crash that killed him but knew "in my gut" he had gone.
The TOWIE star, 28, explains how "there’s not a day where I don’t think about the crash" as she shares how cruel trolls have accused her of getting over the death of her on-off boyfriend in July.
Yazmin admits she is torn apart with grief for the late businessman - who previously dated Lauren Goodger - and was recently diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) following the tragic accident in Turkey.