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The Guardian - UK
The Guardian - UK
Sport
Suzanne Wrack

The Guardian Footballer of the Year Jess Carter: ‘I remember not wanting to go out’

Jess Carter poses with the Guardian Footballer of the Year plaque at the The Terrace in Leamington Spa
Jess Carter reveals the decision behind speaking publicly about the racist abuse she received during England’s Euro 2025 campaign and the emotional turmoil that came with it. Photograph: Fabio De Paola/The Guardian

The Guardian Footballer of the Year is an award given to a player who has done something remarkable, whether by overcoming adversity, helping others or setting a sporting example by acting with exceptional honesty.

Jess Carter has spent her life grappling with when to hold back and when to speak up; wrestling with being naturally herself, embodying the characteristics her parents instilled in her of being open, honest, vocal and confident, and subduing herself because, while society values those traits, in a black woman they can be viewed negatively.

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