Siva Kaneswaran is determined to make the final of Dancing on Ice so he can honour his late bandmate Tom Parker in front of his widow and their children.
The Wanted singer says Tom, who was only 33 when he died of a brain tumour last year, is his "guiding light" who he turns to when times are tough as he feels his constant presence.
The Irishman admits he has needed his mate more than ever after battling back from illness to survive the skate-off last weekend on the ITV1 show.