Louise Powell
(Picture: Topher McGrillis)My earliest memories are engrained with the awareness that we had nothing. They used to collect everyone’s dinner money on Monday morning for the week in these green envelopes. Lots of other children would pass the envelope forward, it must have come to £3.25 for the week in the Nineties. But I remember thinking, wow it must be amazing to have that level of money to be able to pay that.
In reception I never worried about my situation, but when I went to secondary school, it felt shameful to be on free school meals. We had someone who would tick our names off a register of free lunch. It was very visible. Sometimes the meaner kids would deride me and take my milk carton, not knowing that was the only drink I got all day. Other times they would say things like: “I can’t believe my dad has to pay for your lunch.” It made me determined to get on in education. I understood that doing well academically was the only way to escape this cycle. My parents focused a lot on my studies because they knew how crucial it was for my future to achieve top grades.
When you have grown up under the poverty line and worked to get out of it, seeing kids go hungry brings back trauma. Where I live, local kids stand at the corner shop selling dandelions for 10p to try to make money.
Chances are those kids are going to school and can’t concentrate and are hungry. When you live among these children, you worry about them. They are smaller than other children from affluent areas. They are off school more because they get sick more often due to the lack of healthy food available. There is the mental impact of growing up hungry and probably cold as well.
It is not just about the child now, it is about what that child grows up to be as an adult. That is where the health issues come in. You always want the next generation to have a better life than we did. It would be terrible to see these failings repeated. There needs to be a bigger policy shift to stop this happening. That is why I have got involved with the #FreeMadeMe campaign.”
