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The Guardian - UK
The Guardian - UK
Lifestyle
Laura Barton

My big night out: I realised I could leave the house party behind – and everything else that made me feel small

Illustration of a woman walking down a street at sunrise
‘I walked slowly home through the empty streets.’ Illustration: Mark Long/The Guardian

We drove out along the coast one afternoon, to a fireworks shop a couple of towns along. It was late in the year, and the light was low and dismal, rain scudding the windscreen. In a couple of days’ time it would be New Year’s Eve, and then our small town would scatter itself to parties held in bars and houses and nightclubs, and out along the harbour. At midnight, there would be an amateur firework display on the roof of the old lido.

In the shop that afternoon, some of the fireworks sat behind a glass-fronted cabinet. They had names like Stinging Bees, Vendetta and Sky Breaker, and beneath each item was a small laminated caption: “One hundred shot roman candle firing high whistling bees,” read one. “Twenty-five secs of time rain salutes. Noisy,” read another.

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