Molly-Mae Hague has admitted she didn't force herself to immediately connect with baby Bambi due to her mum's postnatal experience.
The former Love Islander, 23, and her beau Tommy Fury, also 23, welcomed their daughter on January 23 and have shared their first few weeks as a trio with their social media followers.
In her latest vlog, the PrettyLittleThing creative director candidly discussed feeling "cautious" as a new mother as her mum had suffered with post-natal depression.
At the start of the upload, the blonde beauty was seen cradling her newborn before bursting into tears. She then told the camera: "This is me just crying all of the time, so emotional."
She later added: "When I was pregnant, I didn't put pressure on myself to, the minute she was born, to feel this undying, crazy, magical love that everyone talks about because sometimes that doesn't come straight away.
"So I didn't put pressure on myself. And also, something I've never really spoken about before is that my mum actually suffered really horrendously with post-natal depression with both my sister and I.
"It was something I was always very cautious about and I didn't want to put this huge pressure on myself to give birth to Bambi and be literally besotted and infatuated."
However, she admitted those feelings of joy were there from the off.
"The minute she was born, I have just connected with her on a whole other level," she said before tearing up once again.
"The love I feel for that baby, I will get emotional talking about and I don't want to be that annoying new mum but... oh my gosh.
"When I look at her, the only way I can describe it is there is literally nothing on this planet I wouldn't do for her. I would literally take a bullet for her."
Elsewhere in her video, Molly-Mae took a brutal swipe at Tommy's boxing rival Jake Paul.
The American influencer leaked the pair's baby news before they were able to officially announce their happy news and Molly-Mae has told Jake to prepare for a "demolition job".
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