Louise Thompson has bravely confided that at the lowest moment in her PTSD battle she hoped a plane would "crash into the house and just obliterate us."
In the same candid video the Made in Chelsea star, 32, revealed she didn't know she had a son, and couldn't "think about anything other than death."
Mum-of-one Louise has documented her ongoing battle with postnatal depression and PTSD since the birth of their son, Leo-Hunter, in November last year.
