Kate Ferdinand has detailed how she feels "alone and guilty" on Mother's Day as she struggles to celebrate when her step-children have suffered "such a deep loss".
The former TOWIE star, 30, described her first Mother's Day last year as the "toughest to date" as, while she wanted to mark welcoming son Cree, 15 months, with husband Rio Ferdinand, 43, she felt she couldn't because Tate, 13, Lorenz, 15, and Tia, 10, are grieving the loss of their mum Rebecca Ellison.
Rebecca tragically passed away aged 34 in May 2015 after a short battle with breast cancer and the family have made it a tradition to visit her grave on the day to pay tribute.
