June Brown blamed herself for the death of her first husband – who committed suicide in 1957, seven years after they tied-the-knot.
The late EastEnders actress – who died on Sunday, aged 95 – was married to an actor named John Garley in 1950, having fallen for each other while performing at the Old Vic.
The pair tied-the-knot months after meeting and enjoyed an eventful marriage which included indiscretions on both sides as June and John cheated on each other but salvaged their relationship.