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The Guardian - UK
The Guardian - UK
Lifestyle
Philippa Perry

Jobs make me feel trapped so I never stay. Am I just lazy?

Back view of woman teacher, with hands on hips, a blurred view of desks and students in the background
‘I loved many aspects of my job as a teacher, but I began experiencing memory fog and the strange sensation of being outside of my own body.’ Photograph: Hill Street Studios/Getty Images

The question I am in my 20s, surrounded by a supportive partner, family, and friends. I am also lucky enough to have had a good education and to have done well academically.

Earlier this year, I quit my job as a secondary school teacher in an inner-city comprehensive. I loved many aspects of the job and was good at it, but I began experiencing memory fog and the strange sensation of being outside my own body, even when teaching. Shortly before I made the decision to quit, a male student made a sexually violent threat towards me which wasn’t handled brilliantly by the school. After several years, I decided enough was enough and handed in my notice.

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