During the pandemic I deliberately killed six people. I did this in their homes, in front of witnesses, with their families in the next room.
When paramedics decide that all options for resuscitation are exhausted and that a patient has died, they ask everyone involved if they agree to stop CPR. The first time this happened to me, I didn’t respond straight away. It had never occurred to me that I would consciously have to choose whether to continue with a patient’s treatment: I’d just assumed I’d be told what to do. I was taken aback. But I said yes, I agreed.
