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The Guardian - AU
The Guardian - AU
Lifestyle
Vicki Milliken

I was getting older and feeling clueless when a quote about the ‘afternoon of life’ inspired my reinvention

‘There was always another cost to drive down or an efficiency to optimise. But the question that kept niggling at me was: “Is this truly what life is about?”’
‘There was always another cost to drive down or an efficiency to optimise. But the question that kept niggling at me was: “Is this truly what life is about?”’ Photograph: Archive Holdings Inc./Getty Images

I’ve always been in a hurry. From the age of nine months, I was on the run, according to my mother. Not in a sporty or graceful way (I’d often bump into things) but in an energetic, let’s get on with things, way. My goals were the guardrails of my time and I set them annually for my career, finances, travels and fitness. They kept me motivated and on track.

That was until 2019. Instead of bubbling with plans, I staggered into the new year feeling weary and disenchanted and unable to commit to a single goal. That didn’t mean I wasn’t busy, especially at work. There was always another cost to drive down or an efficiency to optimise. But the question that kept niggling at me was: “Is this truly what life is about?”

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