A tearful Molly-Mae Hague has shared a moving video about the impact of becoming a mum. The Love Island star apologised to her viewers saying she didn't feel herself.
The celebrity welled up as she admitted she doesn't feel like herself, and has been second-guessing everything she had to say. In January, the Pretty Little Thing creative director and her boyfriend Tommy Fury announced that they had welcomed a baby girl together, who they named Bambi.
She's now told viewers on Youtube: "I feel like I literally don't know where to start, I was literally filming for two hours and I've actually probably got quite a good video that I could create for you guys but I don't know why, I just don't feel like I'm being myself, I don't know why I'm upset.
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"I feel like I'm questioning everything that I'm saying, I'm thinking that 'oh my god what are people going to think if I say that' because I'm trying to be transparent and so real about the last two months of my life but I'm also really scared to do that."
The influencer hoped to film a long video about her first few weeks of becoming a mum, but she admitted it feels like her brain is jumbled and nothing was 'making sense'. "I just feel like my brain is not my brain anymore," she said. "I just don't feel myself. I just feel overwhelmed, I've got that much to say that I don't know where to begin.
"Zoe just came around because I was telling about this video and I said 'I just can't do this, I just can't film this video. She said 'stop trying to film this long video'. I feel so run down and I can't get myself better because obviously mum life."
She also told fans she was ready to come back to Youtube because she wanted to bring her followers on her motherhood journey.
"I feel like I have to film something before I kick back into normal life," she said. "I can't just bring you guys back before showing what I truly have been struggling with."
Despite feeling overwhelmed, she told viewers that parenting has 'come easily to her'. She said: "I don't want to sound big headed but I think I'm a really good mum and I think it has come so naturally to me."
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