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The Guardian - UK
The Guardian - UK
Politics
Ammar Kalia

‘I didn’t even know men could get it’: the hidden impact of male postnatal depression

Illustration showing a new father with postnatal depression at his child’s crib
‘It’s difficult to admit that something as natural as fatherhood has been so hard for you.’ Illustration: Sarah Tanat-Jones/The Guardian

Seventy hours into the birth of his first child, Lewis was told that his wife needed to be rushed into surgery for an emergency C-section. The pregnancy had been straightforward and full of nervous excitement, but, as crisis presented itself, Lewis found himself unprepared.

“I still can’t talk about it properly now, five years on,” the 35-year-old says. “It was horrific. I didn’t know what was going on and I couldn’t do anything except stand by and watch as my wife and my baby’s lives were potentially in danger. The whole thing was a blur, but it felt like it would go on for ever.”

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