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The Guardian - UK
The Guardian - UK
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Rachael Shephard

‘I’d always enjoyed alcohol – but my mother’s sudden, violent death made me a heavy drinker overnight’

Rachael Shephard with her mother, Kathleen, in May 2001.
Rachael Shephard with her mother, Kathleen, in May 2001. Photograph: Handout

On 17 March 2020, an otherwise ordinary Tuesday morning, life as I knew it shattered. My dad called at 10am to say my mother had fallen while out running, hit her head and was now in hospital with a suspected brain bleed. Frantic with worry, he begged me to drive the four-hour journey home to Chester.

At first, I assumed he was overreacting; he had a history of dramatising health crises. But as I packed and began the drive north from Hampshire, doubt crept in. What if something more sinister had caused the fall? My chest tightened, fear flooding through me.

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