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The Guardian - UK
The Guardian - UK
World
Jedidajah Otte and Clea Skopeliti

‘I couldn’t pretend any more’: readers on why they left the Christian faith

Incense being burned as part of a Catholic church service.
‘People don’t recognise their own views in the church any more.’ Photograph: Martin Argles/the Guardian

Diana, 44, a retail worker from Yorkshire, was raised in a Christian fundamentalist home and always struggled with her faith; concepts such as predestination and creationism “never made sense” to her.

“Losing my faith was a process of gradual disengagement,” she says. “At some point, I didn’t think that I, as a woman, was made to submit to a man. But the final straw was watching my father die of cancer and trying to do so without pain relief as it was ‘God’s will’, while waiting to be healed. I finally admitted to myself that I didn’t believe in a supernatural being, and couldn’t pretend any more.”

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