The grandmother of tragic Lola James told of her guilt at taking the night off babysitting duties when the little girl was murdered.
Nicola James, 48, felt too ill to look after the child - who died in the care of mum Sinead and her drug-crazed boyfriend.
The heartbroken gran told us in an exclusive interview: “It’s a decision I will regret forever - if I was looking after her as usual she would still be here now.
