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The Guardian - UK
The Guardian - UK
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Ziad in Gaza

Gaza diary, part 32: ‘The weakness and helplessness is unbearable. There is no energy left to hope’

Shattered shop fronts littered with rubble and broken materials.
Destruction from the renewed Israeli airstrikes in Khan Younis. Photograph: Ahmad Hasaballah/Getty Images

Thursday 7 December

2am Wide awake, I am trying to understand the feeling or state I am in. One thing I know for sure is that it’s not the first time I have had this feeling; I know I have had it once before. One time only. But I cannot tell when.

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