Christine McGuinness has spoken about her marriage split from Top Gear host Paddy and admitted she was unhappy and stayed with him for too long because her autism made it difficult to walk away.
In a new BBC documentary, she explained why she needs a new chapter in her life and how petrified she initially felt about the breakup.
Christine cries as she also tells about being raped as a youngster and says it caused suicidal thoughts.
