Billi Mucklow is in 'no mood to get married' after questionable photographs of her fiancé Andy Carroll surfaced earlier this week from his wild stag party.
The former TOWIE star, 34, is said to be 'utterly humiliated' after her sports star beau was pictured in bed with other women during his pre-wedding antics, but she will still walk down the aisle and become his wife this Saturday.
The reality TV star looked downbeat as she headed to London bridal shop Browns Bride on Tuesday following her husband-to-be's Dubai.
And while her Saturday wedding in Hampshire is set to go ahead after the damning photos of Andy emerged, Billi reportedly told the bridal shop staff that she 'doesn't want to get married' after the hurtful drama.
"Billi's in no mood to get married," a source told Mail Online.
"She's clearly still upset and venting at Andy's behaviour which will totally overshadow their big day.
"This wedding has taken years to organise and prepare for, she's put in so much effort and they're simply too far down the line to cancel.
"She knows Andy's actions will be on everybody's mind and it's just embarrassing for her."
Billi - who was pictured without her engagement ring on Wednesday - reportedly held crisis talks with the father of her three children, after two blonde women ended up in the former England footballer's bed in Dubai during his stag do celebrations last month.
In the first image, the former Liverpool FC star can be seen passed out next to a woman named Taylor, 27, who took a picture of herself alongside the sleeping sports star, in addition to another snap of herself wearing his personalised robe.
One of the women in the snaps insists 'nothing sexual happened' when she visited the dad-of-five's hotel room with friends - claiming she took the picture of herself next to a sleeping Andy as a joke.
A source close to Billi has now revealed that the future Mrs Carroll may be 'utterly humiliated' but still loves the 6'4 striker 'deep down'.
"A number of her friends and some of her family have said she should postpone the wedding but Billi’s mind is made up now," the insider told The Sun.
"She has been doing a lot of soul-searching and has chosen to go ahead."
The source went on to claim Billi believes "nothing happened in Dubai" and is willing to move on from the drama.
"While not everyone thinks she is making the right decision, those who love her are supporting her in every way they can," Billi's pal added.
The Mirror has reached out to Billi's representatives for comment on this story.
