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Arwa Mahdawi

As a Palestinian living in the US, I have lost friends, job opportunities – and my faith in humanity

Pro-Palestinian demonstration in New YorkNEW YORK, UNITED STATES - MARCH 02: Police officers detain some pro-Palestinian protestors as people, holding banners and Palestinian flags, gather at Washington Square Park to protest against Israeli attacks on Gaza in New York, United States on March 02, 2024. (Photo by Fatih Aktas/Anadolu via Getty Images)
Police detain pro-Palestinian protesters in Washington Square Park, New York, in March. Photograph: Anadolu/Getty Images

It has been a year of heartbreak, a year of horror, a year of hell. I know I am not alone when I say that this has been the very worst year of my life. I have lost friends, I have lost job opportunities and, most of all, I have lost my faith in humanity.

But, before I get into that, let me fulfil my duty as a good diaspora Palestinian and recite the obligatory incantation: I condemn Hamas, I condemn Hamas, I condemn Hamas. We Palestinians, you see, are not allowed to open our mouths without someone demanding we denounce violence and condemn Hamas. And then we are told to shut our mouths, to stay silent, while the very same people demanding we decry violence salivate over our deaths and celebrate murder on an unimaginable scale. Anyone an Israeli kills is an act of self-defence. Anyone an Arab kills is an act of terrorism. These are the rules we must all abide by.

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