A Pokemon fan has calculated the win-loss record of Ash's party across over 1,000 episodes of the Pokemon anime, and it might have just ruined my childhood

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Ash Ketchum spent over 1,000 episodes of the Pokemon anime climbing the mountain to become a Pokemon Master. Along the way, he suffered some brutal losses – but we never realized just how many until a dedicated Pokemon fan crunched the numbers and revealed what we all feared: our GOAT is washed and our childhoods are ruined.

Thanks to the hard work of ReekMuse on Twitter, we now have the complete win-loss stats for all of Ash's Pokemon during the entire pre-Horizons series. That's from Kanto, Johto, and all the way up to the farewell of Pallet Town's favorite son in Ultimate Journeys.